| NEW LJ NAME |
[19 May 2003|02:53am] |
I have a new LJ name : LongIslndLolita
if you want me to add you as a friend leave me a comment on that name.
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[19 May 2003|12:02am] |
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********: im 100000x more interested in someone else ;-)
********: but she doesnt like me back
Incorporeal KILL: and who might this girl be?
********: some cute girl with all these rules
Incorporeal KILL: Ahh... well ya know...rules were made to be broken
********: i believe so also
...............
Incorporeal KILL: ::sigh::
********: why the sigh dollface
Incorporeal KILL: distance
********: distance means nothing to me, it only makes me want to see you longer
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why.must.everything.be.so.......
O.U.C.H.
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| ewwww UGH |
[19 May 2003|12:00am] |
EWWWWWWWWW....
you're thursday! a hardcore form of emo, you let
the anger flow and convey your emotion through
the always effective method of screaming. you
tend to scare those with delicate ears, but
that's what you're here for.
What Emo Band Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Lets re-think this....
you're saves the day! you're soft on the inside but
a little rough on the edges. if that certain
someone hurts you, you'll let them know, and
you're not afraid to take a few organs hostage
either.
What Emo Band Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
ahh... much MUCH MUCH better.
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| is there an EVIL within? |
[18 May 2003|10:19pm] |
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=I hate when GOOD people get mixed up with a BAD crowd =
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| I serve no use for you |
[18 May 2003|05:52am] |
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The mind tricks the body,
Body thinks the mind is crazy
--I don't know if I should be happy that I make all these rules for myself, or the fact that I know THAT would be crazy. But it would be nice to FEEL --
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| For this GIFT my heart breaks |
[18 May 2003|05:34am] |
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It was a =BLAH= night.
And almost getting pukes on... TWICE... didn't help.
Second I walked in the door I picked up the phone and called Ian. He makes me feel so much better.
( everything would be better if only i lived in LA still )
__I need to find a ride to LA this weekend cuz I can get a ride back with Linds next week. I need to go see Lindsay and Ian, I would also like to see Melissa MARY and James__
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| good Vs. bad |
[17 May 2003|10:09pm] |
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Jonah
Nigel
Jen
COURTLANDT FROM TENFOLD
Kris
Natalie
Jessica
Brittany
Randi (and her hott ex boyfriend)
<3 CHAZBO AND LAUREN<3
-- I saw lots of people I miss yesterday it was nice --
~so much for Eric hookin me up with andrew, not that I wanted to~
( BAHAHAHAHA WHO LIES ABOUT HAVING A BABY?! )
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| <3 <3 IAN <3 <3 |
[17 May 2003|04:11am] |
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IAN, is my new friend.
I <3 him.
he is great.
May we please run away, FAR, and forever?
( steal me away please sweetness ? )
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| sugar you stay on my mind |
[17 May 2003|04:08am] |
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.such a hard and easy day.
.ill write about it when i know what im saying.
--shoulda just stayed home and talked to MY <3 IAN <3 --
( I guess I'll learn to take the good with the bad ... well if you want to make me cry, that wont be so hard to do. )
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| *TEAR* |
[16 May 2003|04:17am] |
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R.I.P JUNE CARTER CASH
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| Just So YOU Remember |
[15 May 2003|11:48pm] |
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excited |
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cxheartlessxs: jalyn i promise you ill marry you when your ready ok
he promised! so he can't take it back!
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| excuse me? |
[15 May 2003|07:58pm] |
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It was fun waking up to this :
XDementedVixenX (3:51:26 PM): hey bitch
Auto response from Incorporeal KILL (3:51:26 PM): ^v^Sweet Screams My Love ^v^
XDementedVixenX (3:51:41 PM): jus wanted to say FUCK YOU......!
XDementedVixenX (3:51:46 PM): adios skank
Now.. if anyone might happen to know who this charming person is... I'd love to thank them for all of their kind words, so please do let me know.
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| FAMILY MATTERS |
[15 May 2003|03:21pm] |
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It's really nice to be atleast SOMEWHAT in contact with my father and that side of the family again.
I'm sittin here talkin to my brothers girlfriend online and shes telling me all this stuff thats going on, and its all a big surprise and just... odd .
*EEP!* she likes AFI! well I'm glad my brother found a rad girl!
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| (Psychobilly Epidemic) |
[15 May 2003|02:19pm] |
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chuloking66: my doctor diagnosed me with GS
Incorporeal KILL: GS?
chuloking66: Genital Sars
Incorporeal KILL: eww
Incorporeal KILL: you have a respitory infection in your weener?
chuloking66: yeah
chuloking66: he cant breath
chuloking66: always bein stuffed into closed environments
Incorporeal KILL: yea, well if you stayed away from the groupies you wouldn't have that problem ;-)
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| 3...2...1... |
[15 May 2003|04:08am] |
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#=-INSERT@NERVOUS@BREAK@DOWN@HERE-=#
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| HOT HOT HEAT |
[13 May 2003|09:34pm] |
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::dies::
it's too hot inside to even breath
and too dirty outside to lay on the sidewalk
god is EVIL.
Today I slept the day away trying to forget it was hot and pretending i was sober
_ AND FORGETTIN TO WISH MY BROTHER HAPPY BIRTHDAY_
oops?
bah.
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| Press GANG |
[13 May 2003|05:00am] |
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So. Truth came out of his mouth and into Emilys ear tonight...
Jeremy and I have been split for just over a month.. and his baby mama is a month prego.
anyway..
TRIED to dance it up with Emily and Jamie tonight.. but i was a few sips deep tonight and can still barely stand.
how does one get the life i live?
oh well..
such is life? well mine atleast.
ugh so over it.
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| SO happy I can't stop shaking |
[12 May 2003|06:48am] |
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rejuvenated |
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It feels so great to be fuckin RID of him and all of this bullshit, you have no idea. It's like everything just fucking got lifted . Before I said I was okay and done .. but I wasn't.. and now with all honesty I'm PERFECT. I feel.. FREE.
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No sleep, no sex for you from your ex-girlfriend
I was too deep can't let you call me just jump in
At times I would push my feelings aside to let you feel
I'm novocaine I'm numb and nothing's real
Like the coldest winter
I am frozen from you
I was weak before now you've made me
So numb I can't feel much for you anymore
I gave you my all my baby
I'm numb, numb, numb
But the tears were silent inside, you see
But the tears were silent inside, you see
I laid there quiet
And watched you have your way with me
I might have cried
But the tears were silent inside, you see
You called me names
Made me feel like I was dumb
I didn't feel a thing
And now I'm gone, gone, gone
Like a battered child
I got used to your pain but you know it's 'cause
I was weak before now you've made me
So numb I can't feel much for you anymore
I gave you my all my baby
I'm numb
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